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californiazombie asked: I don't know you, I didn't know your son. he was friends with someone very close to me, and after going through your page and reading it all, I'm so sorry. he seemed like such a great person, I had no idea who he was but I feel like crying. I hope you're doing okay, and I'm sure your son is looking down at you and thinking what a bad ass mom he was blessed with.

Thank you for taking the time to post this
He was very different and very special
Everyone says that about their kid but he was truly someone with conviction and honor when he said something or promised he did it
He was strong willed and when he believed in something there was no swaying him
I just miss him so so much and wish he hadn’t taken what ever burdens he felt and internalized them he gave me no chance to help him
I’d have done anything for him
All I can do is try to keep his memory alive and wait till the day I’m with him
But until that day comes he will always be thought of and loved as if he sat right next to me
Thank you for posting it really helps seeing that even if you didn’t know him that he and I can still make an impact and let everyone know to love their families because you never know what might happen

XoXo

Yousefs Mom

lonelyvegangirl:

Quite sad about voidxvx, I only just learnt last night what happened. So awful. I wasn’t close with him by any means but we chatted a small bit, mainly me asking questions because I was so fascinated by him. He was so incredibly interesting and smart.

Going through his tag on tumblr shows how many people loved him too. It’s nice, but also sad.

R.I.P buddy
Xx

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For my son Yousef Michel from his unborn brother Cristian and me (posing) we miss you so much 
Gone way too soon I miss you every minute of everyday 4/29/1994-12/4/12 
Suicide is not a solution it just spreads the pain and causes misery to those left behind 
If you have these thoughts please find help find someone that cares for you and ask I know for a fact someone WILL help

For my son Yousef Michel from his unborn brother Cristian and me (posing) we miss you so much
Gone way too soon I miss you every minute of everyday 4/29/1994-12/4/12 
Suicide is not a solution it just spreads the pain and causes misery to those left behind
If you have these thoughts please find help find someone that cares for you and ask I know for a fact someone WILL help

i-killed-your-family:

voidxvx:

alleycatxvx:

Memorial shirts for Yousef(voidxvx) Proceeds are going to a foundation for suicide/depression awareness. Presales go up soon.
www.facebook.com/RipYousefMichelMareeHuwe

Yes this is his mom I am setting up a foundation geared toward the hardcore straightedge / vegan community to raise awareness and prevention for suicide and depression ALL proceeds will go towards this If you don’t have Facebook here is a link to PayPal Leave shirt size in comment box please
http://tinyurl.com/bjrxvxf
Shirts are $20 plus 5.95 shipping Sizes are small -XXL
This is a PRESALE shirts will shirt out 3-4 weeks after the deadline They will be a one time print and the deadline is Saturday March 23, 2013

It would mean a lot if my followers would support or reblog this around. 

last day to purchase his shirt!!!!

i-killed-your-family:

voidxvx:

alleycatxvx:

Memorial shirts for Yousef(voidxvx) Proceeds are going to a foundation for suicide/depression awareness. Presales go up soon.

www.facebook.com/RipYousefMichelMareeHuwe

Yes this is his mom I am setting up a foundation geared toward the hardcore straightedge / vegan community to raise awareness and prevention for suicide and depression
ALL proceeds will go towards this
If you don’t have Facebook here is a link to PayPal
Leave shirt size in comment box please

http://tinyurl.com/bjrxvxf

Shirts are $20 plus 5.95 shipping
Sizes are small -XXL

This is a PRESALE shirts will shirt out 3-4 weeks after the deadline
They will be a one time print and the deadline is Saturday
March 23, 2013

It would mean a lot if my followers would support or reblog this around. 

last day to purchase his shirt!!!!

i-killed-your-family:

voidxvx:

This is how I saw him He loved his dogs and was a good son  He was kind, loyal, smart, loving, funny and most of all stubborn but that’s why he was special he was so into his beliefs  I just can’t see life without him  I just don’t know what happened now all I see is this smile  I miss him so god damn much

You see this man in the photo with the adorable little puppy ? He’s one of my close friends. One of the realest people I know. He’ll tell you everything straight up, no bullshit.He was real. Straight edge, vegan, and not a liar. We grew apart, I had things to deal with, work, family, etc. Even though it has been a long time since I spoken to him I always stopped to think when would be the next time I would hear from him or hang out with him so we can vent to each other about how crappy our lives were or something among those lines, hah.I woke up one morning getting ready for work a few months ago and heard the terrible news.My friend, Michel Yousef committed suicide. He climbed to the top of an elementary school roof and shot himself. He didn’t like this world. He always told me. He only loved animals and his very selected close friends. I never told him, but I loved him (as a close friend). I should of. Even if he would of just laughed and sat on me and said “Quite the bullshit, crash” or something since we were a pair of assholes. But I should of. And I regret it, and I miss him. A lot of people miss him. He wouldn’t believe the amount of people who actually miss him. 
R.I.P. Yousef Michel Huwe. 

i-killed-your-family:

voidxvx:

This is how I saw him
He loved his dogs and was a good son
He was kind, loyal, smart, loving, funny and most of all stubborn but that’s why he was special he was so into his beliefs
I just can’t see life without him
I just don’t know what happened now all I see is this smile
I miss him so god damn much

You see this man in the photo with the adorable little puppy ? 
He’s one of my close friends. 
One of the realest people I know. He’ll tell you everything straight up, no bullshit.
He was real. Straight edge, vegan, and not a liar. 
We grew apart, I had things to deal with, work, family, etc. 
Even though it has been a long time since I spoken to him I always stopped to think when would be the next time I would hear from him or hang out with him so we can vent to each other about how crappy our lives were or something among those lines, hah.
I woke up one morning getting ready for work a few months ago and heard the terrible news.
My friend, Michel Yousef committed suicide. 
He climbed to the top of an elementary school roof and shot himself. 
He didn’t like this world. He always told me. He only loved animals and his very selected close friends. I never told him, but I loved him (as a close friend). I should of. Even if he would of just laughed and sat on me and said “Quite the bullshit, crash” or something since we were a pair of assholes. But I should of. And I regret it, and I miss him. A lot of people miss him. He wouldn’t believe the amount of people who actually miss him. 

R.I.P. Yousef Michel Huwe. 

voidxvx:

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REPOST REPOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5 1/2 days left for Yousef Michel Huwe shirt to be bought Let me reiterate it does have a front that is awesome but a surprise and I WILL NOT be reprinting or getting extra! I want these shirts to be as special as possible just as my son is ❤ the only thing I will say is the front does have a picture of him at one of the happier moments :-) So once I close the link to buy its DONE dont come asking me for a shirt or asking about if I will be reprinting because I WILL not for any circumstances  If you can find $20 to go to a show you can find the money for this shirt and shows come and go and come back  This shirt WILL not!!!!  ALL proceeds will go to his foundation for teen suicide-depression awareness and prevention
https://www.facebook.com/events/470553836331610/?fref=tck
REPOST REPOST REPOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

voidxvx:

REPOST REPOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5 1/2 days left for Yousef Michel Huwe shirt to be bought
 Let me reiterate it does have a front that is awesome but a surprise and I WILL NOT be reprinting or getting extra! I want these shirts to be as special as possible just as my son is ❤ the only thing I will say is the front does have a picture of him at one of the happier moments :-)
So once I close the link to buy its DONE dont come asking me for a shirt or asking about if I will be reprinting because I WILL not for any circumstances
 If you can find $20 to go to a show you can find the money for this shirt and shows come and go and come back
 This shirt WILL not!!!!
 ALL proceeds will go to his foundation for teen suicide-depression awareness and prevention

https://www.facebook.com/events/470553836331610/?fref=tck

REPOST REPOST REPOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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